failedromantic asked: I love you too silly, you're not the first to call me for this. But I appreciate you came to me for advice, I prefer you did cause some vets here are corrupt and will give you a run for your money and I dont want that to happen. I want what's good for the animal. Hopefully sammy feels much better soon and I'm here for anything: medical advice and friendship ;) miss ya kid <3

I love you too :) i hope he feels better too :( my mom is really sad :/ hopefully its something we can fix

miss you more!!!!

No one is really going to read this because it might me to long but here it goes….

I believe I’m depressed.. I cry almost every night.. In my room when I’m by myself. During the day people know me as the crazy happy girl. Yea well I hide how I really feel… I’ve messed up.. A lot. I hate myself… I hate who I have become. I don’t know what I want ever. I never know what I want in my life. I don’t know what makes me happy anymore…. I care to much about what people think and say.. I care to much about people. I heart hurts because I’ve been hurt so much… I don’t feel like I’m good enough for people.. I feel alone.. So alone.. I have my friends and family but it’s not the same… I don’t feel loved and I don’t feel like I can love. I want everything to be ok.. But it won’t.. And I don’t know anything.. I don’t know what’s right or wrong.. Im sad.. I feel sad.. I wish I was happier.. I wish I wasn’t alone.. I wish I was different.. But I’m me.. And it sucks..

I told my mom I wasn’t happy and she just walked away…